Rules, were meant to be broken.

what the hell? How is it 4 pm already. Do you ever have those days when you just lose track of the time and think its later than it actually is?? Oh my god i hate this it feels like its 8 at night o.o

I think people are just so darn ridiculous with all this fucking drama. Honestly I think I am going to start shutting people out again. It saved me from so much shit and honestly I liked being the quiet girl. It was so much better sometimes. I mean I am glad I have the friends I do and the life I do, but if I just don’t want to talk to people one day I think I might just be quiet. I mean honestly no one can tell me its stupid, you have all thought about not talking to people I am sure of it. I can’t stand some people and their choices. or maybe i stand it because i love them to death and im their best friend but once it gets to a certain point well, lets just say it gets really annoying at times. This week is like going to be complete hell because I am just not in the mood to fucking deal with people or anyone actually. Touch me when I don’t wanna be touched and you will probably get your head chewed off and yelled at because I am just so not in the mood. I seriously cannot handle when people come up behind me and like kick my ass or slap me or something and when I ask them to stop say NO. its like NO you know what there is something called personal space and I want to have it right now bitch.

I shall be done ranting because I honestly want to go to sleep but have some shit to do first.

Bye for now.

Honestly, I can’t stand people sometimes its just easier to be alone. I know I have great friends but so many people think its best just to go back to someone who hurt them. Hell, I would love to go back to my ex. I want to so bad it hurts when I see him but the fact that he hurt me and went out with someone else right after makes me know that he isn’t worth my time, yes i still care about him and yes I still miss him but eventually that will pass. I will get over him, and I will move on. Everyone says I wont or people say that I should just stop worrying about him. Hell even my best friend says I should shut the fuck up about her and her ex that keeps asking for her back now that all of a sudden his little freshie girlfriend dumped him. Well all I have to say is when someone gets hurt then goes back to something that hurts them, they will get hurt again. I already went through it and I try to save my friends from being hurt. If they don’t want to listen to my advice and know that I am trying to help them. Then for christ sake let them get hurt again, then come to me saying ‘you were right’ i should have listened because most of the time my advice helps. Many people come to me for advice. I am a Libra it is in my nature to listen, help, and comfort. Many people take some of my advice giving as hypocritical or maybe even as bitchy but maybe its the attitude I got from my dad, behind all that attitude is a friend that cares and can help you. You just have to be willing and have an open mind about some things. If you want to get hurt then be my guest. I’ll probably be there when he hurts you again, or when anything else goes wrong considering all my friends are usually coming to me because I listen and many people tell me crap that’s wrong. They trust me with their secrets, with their life. I love my friends, I want what is best for them, they just have to be willing to take it, whether it be the harsh reality or the dreadful truth. My advice is given with their best interest in mind. Whether they see it that way is a different story.